feels nothing

I’m sick of all this stuff!

Wanna run out, but i dont know where i stand, where i belong

I’m in the middle of no where

I don’t know what i feel right now

huft.. i think i feel nothing

That’s the worst feeling ever

Feeling nothing

Because in the same time i feel all the feeling ever

Once again i’m sick of all this sh*t

I’m revolted!

And you know what

Its all because of you!

Yes, i’m blaming you!

Haha..

You’re not the only one got wrong

Me either

In the same time i’m blaming myself

Take it easy..  i think it’s all my false

I’m not suppose to blaming all this sh*t to you

Life is about taking a choosen

And it’s my turn to hold it or let it go

Ya.. i know..

I was to selfish to hold you and let you still by my side

My love to you was to selfish.. and egocentric

Once again

I’m blaming myself

So lucky you

Cause you stand in front of a women who always blaming herself for all that happen in her life

I know i dont deserve you at a very first place

Neither do you

But why we must survive for this failed relationship

It’s almost five months and i’m done

The best quote from this sh*t is never survive for something impossible

Never enjoying the fake relationship

As long as i survive to stand for this relationship

More i hurt myself and more i hurt your girl

And you’re the one got the benefit!

Hmm.. just like Rihanna said

“How about a round of applause
A standing ovation..”

But it's over now
Go on and take a bow... L

 Bandung, 26 Februari 2011, 11.40 am

In my soulmate’s room

But actually i’m in the middle of no where L