3 months holding not to spill anything.. gila apa ya ntr gw lama2 well.. so many changes during last 3 months thank God my husband get a job on early June. Then as i pray so many times before, i want to be a full time mom, then on 30 june, i put my resign letter, and my last day on 9 july. I remember that day, i cried a lot when my went back home. hhaahha.. So dramatic. and on that day, i went to my parents home until now. Wish that God answered my other prayers fast we get home in bogor but bcos government decision, all need to be postponed. (f*ck u c19) hahaa i just cant stand with my mom anymore. gimana ya haaha.. hurt people hurt people. gw g pengen jd org yg kyk gitu semua yg gw buat kek salah aj semua label dia trhadap gw yg new mom ini: malas lah, g bs ngatur waktu, berlambat2 oh yg plg parah ga jarang doi blg, ga nyangka mama, kamu akhirnya jd IRT (kek hina bgt jd IRT maaannn), ga sesuai ekspektasi mama dan lain sbagainya. the other side, smua org support...